Ahh.... the first post of high school. I know i have not posted in a very long time and i apologize. However it was for good reason. Simply because i did not want to. Well now there is much to discuss. Homecoming is coming up. There is someone i really want to ask, everyone thinks i should but i have a feeling she would just say no. Although i will be rejected i'll just ask anyway. What is there to lose eh? Also, Mock Trial has basically consumed my life and i have no time for anything besides it except the silent killer speech and debate. Although we have the 4th best team in the nation it's still so hard. I feel like everyone has all these expectations of me just because i won the summer tournament and got 2nd at the first tournament of the year. However only one of my speeches is good the other is simply pathetic at best. I know all i need to do is give it my all, but my all simply is not enough. Oh well, there's a tournament this weekend we'll see what happens.